Stage or not?

I would like to do shows, like children birthday shows. But that means I have to learn stage magic, buy stage props, buy nice magician clothes (basically stylish black outfits LOL). Not easy.
Last time tried doing a children's show under Reuben's recommedation, which made me realised that with what I know, I can't do a show.
Will take one step at a time. Thinking of my spongeball routine now.